Ditulis pagi sebelum jam 4, dimana waktu terasa lebih lama ketika mengerjakan deadline yang tak kunjung usai, ditemani kopi yang sudah dingin ditelan dinginnya malam. Saat bangun tengah malam mungkin lebih terasa asik depan desktop karena keyboard laptop dalam posisi dingin estimasi 40 - 50 derajat celcius. Udah ganti tahun tapi belum kebeli macbook atau laptop yang high end perfomance, tapi bisa jadi dengan usaha maksimal, ikhtiar dan support lain-lain bisa kebeli atau bahkan lebih aamiin. Dari semua pencapaian yang telah dilalui dan akan datang mungkin lewatin banyak momen yang kian tertanam di otak bawah sadar. Kaya pernah jual hp buat daftar ulang sekolah, jual hp buat bayar spp, pernah bantu di kebun dan semacemnya. Mungkin ada hikmah banyak atau unlimited mungkin gw jadi lebih suka baca buku atau baca referensi di internet atau jurnal karena sma gw pegang hp cuman bentar. Alhamdulillah sekarang juga cari uang juga cukup diruangan meskipun banyak terbebani di otak tent...
trying to write inside my mind in here. everything in life are have risk even though you didn't take that risk. a lil fever when write this, idk what causing it and and still trying to recover my health. yeah, sometimes not all can running with good as we estimate thats. but, i'm always take higher risk for it. building something right now, trying to build it as solo player (yeah just me and my mom/dad <3 supporting this, i'm glad having good mom in the world, fair and support what i do). idk, just run up cash right now for deploy it. but i'm still in track, maybe i will build a small team soon but not sure too sometimes hard too recruit any people without any feedback(cash). but i think still much people know how real value on it. hope me can make more money for deploy it and give decent amount for team wanna join soon. learning so hard right now, hope me can graduate in next year. my english are still bad but i'm piv...
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