a cat (kimi)

trying to write it here, 

yk what? i didn't really like pet, i bought fish i thought it will be good to watch and realizes it feel so suck for fish to live in a tanks when i compared the size ratio

and once i feel really bad when leave it going to somewhere and the whole fish are dying because i'm forget give key to a friend for feeding it, i still feels bad because it was cute fish tho

then i buy another fish and realizes it was feel suck too after read reddit about shitty aquarium

in the random night when going to buy a meatball they call it (bakso malang) in drizzling situation saw two random guy throwing cat in street 

i just pspsps it and leave it to buy a bowl of pangsit with plain soup (the things i only like and buy everytime) and back again still saw this cat are like lost

picked it up into a hoodie (i just put it to front pocket lmao) and idk what i should do with this cat

in morning i was go swim, yea i swim once or twice each week in thats year

telling my friend just found a random cat and bring me to a petshop buying food and needed. i even didn't have much money bcs i was not work like old days lmao

and idk what name i should give it? just calling my mom to gimme random cat name and give me jimi, it feel like name people or a car and talk about how about kimi (lmao this name are f1 racer)

the name is kimi, bring it too wen going back to home til the car fully with fur lol 

today almost lost, and i just feel like waiting for something uncertain

sometimes i really hate every pet owner, i mean their taste to help people are lower than they buy a food for their pet 

and sometimes i feels it too losing what you love are might painful too

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